notasidedick | [This isn't grade school.]

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[This isn't grade school.]

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[He isn't sure what exactly happened between leaving the classroom that day and the next morning. Only that he had somehow ended up getting so horridly sick that even the front office lady sounded concerned when he called in about needing a substitute. He had barely called in for work, usually being extremely healthy and quite good at avoiding getting sick, so him being bedridden was a shock to himself.

Still, the nice sudden break from being at school and teaching was nice. That, and being able to sleep a good portion of the day was good.

And who was he kidding, he wasn't sure what to make of what was going on between him and Jason. He, of course, was happy to oblige to the partnership. But he still wondered just exactly how things would work. It wasn't like he couldn't deal with staying professional during school hours, but he couldn't see how this relationship would affect the teen. It wasn't exactly healthy. And he didn't want to subject the other to a relationship that had a high chance of caving in on itself.

Maybe the fact that he would't be in class for a few days were good. Jason would be able to think perhaps, and if it ended as a fluke, Dick wouldn't mind. At least he didn't mind if it meant Jason being happier with someone else. But he couldn't be selfish about it right?

God why is he thinking this, he needs more sleep. Hopefully the substitute got all his lesson plans.]

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[Jason is ok with that]

Must be nice, having a Daddy who takes care of you like that [You can tell it's hard for him not to let the hurt in that sentence be heard.

He leads him to the bed, pretty sure he could actually walk but he doesn't feel like letting go of Dick yet]

I'm not sure if I should give you pills or something...

I...That was ignorant of me to bring up. [And Dick can't hide the guilt of apologetic tone in his voice. He didn't mean to upset the other in any way after all.]

I don't need any. I took a dose this morning. I'm pretty sure I'll be fine for the night. However...

[Dick gives you an affectionate kiss on the cheek.] I don't want you to get sick. [Or he'd definitely give you a kiss on the lips.]

It's fine [He mutters, because it is. He does wonder what would it be like, but he doesn't miss his father. You've got to have known a person to miss them.]

...You're such a girl, did you know that? [He doesn't bother fighting the smile] Where can I sleep? [He kind of wants to just curl up next to Dick but. He doesn't know how to ask...]

[Look at the puppy face. He really fucked up there. Oh god. Rubbing the back of his neck sheepishly.]

If I was a girl, I wouldn't have a dick. [Rolls his eyes before falling backwards onto the bed. And well, taking Jason with him.] Here's fine.

[Oh God not the puppy face, everything but the puppy face]

No shit sherl- [he lets out a surprised yelp when he's tugged down to the bed.

Oh. Well, that works to.] Okay [He whispers quietly as he curls up closer to Dick] Is this ok? [And he doesn't sound cheeky and sure of himself anymore, he sounds more like the kid he actually is]

[Dick has the saddest puppy face ever.

Dick just laughs and cuddles against the other, tossing the blankets over them lazily.] This is perfectly okay. [And Dick is fine with this. He doesn't mind comforting Jason and reassuring him it's okay. Because it is.] Man I'm going to hate not waking up with someone else sleeping next to me.

[He does, and it's supper effective]

... You don't. Really have to tough [he mutters against Dick's neck, clutching on his clothes. He knows he's not supposed to be close to somebody so sick that can't even walk, but whatever. He can deal with sickness.]

What do you mean by that?

[He runs his fingers through Jason's hair gently. There was so much uncertainty in this relationship, but he didn't mind. This feeling alone was more then enough for him to want to take the chances. He was sure no one else really saw Jason like this. It was his moment alone to cherish.]

[Nobody saw Jason like that, ever. His mother would, if she wanted, but he hadn't allowed himself to look vulnerable in front of her since forever. She needed him to be strong, he was the only one by her side at this point.

Which made saying this a lot more difficult.]

I'd like to always wake up by your side.

[He smiled warmly at that. He presses a quick kiss to your lips. If you get sick, well he'll figure something about about that.]

We'll figure something out.

[He said it earnestly. It wasn't just to reassure the other, but so Jason knew Dick would figure out how to make this work for the best. Because he wanted it to work out somehow.]

Yeah. We will. [And then he smiles a bit, even if Dick can't see it because he's burying his face on his neck and nuzzling. Dick smells so nice. He tastes nice too, if he remembers well. He's even nice to the touch. He kind of wants to taste him again and-

-that's more or less when it hits him how deep in this shit.

Oh. Oh fuck.]

...Yeah. [this time is more of a whisper.]

[He continue to stroke your hair affectionately.]

If you ever...start regretting this in any way. Or you get tired of me. We can always end it. I won't mind. A relationship takes two. [He's hoping you won't get tired of him. But he wasn't sure if this was legitimate or a flying fancy for the teenager.

But he can still hope right?]

[He nods, because he's not sure he trusts his voice right now.

Because he said relationship. Which shouldn't be that... surprising, it was kind of obvious they both wanted it. But somehow it is and he... didn't even have to ask for it, Dick just gave what he wanted to him. He likes that.

He pulls the blankets over them with a hand as he wraps the other around Dick's torso.]

[Well Dick wanted it to. And you said this wouldn't be some one night stand. So it had to be a relationship right? It's not like Dick was purely only attracted to you physically. It just so happens he's a physical guy.

Also, totally just curling up against you.

If you wake up and Dick isn't in the bed. He's actually in the kitchen most likely. He's an early riser, even on the weekends.

And Dick needs his breakfast man.]

[Yeah, it should have been obvious. It was still... weird hearing Dick say it. Not the bad kind of weird though just. Surprising.

Also, your house has apparently been invaded by the blankets monster this morning, since Jay is walking to the kitchen covered by all of them. It's cold shut up.]

The fuck are you doing...

[Dick looked like he just got out of the shower. His hair was wet and there was a towel around his neck. He was topless and only in what looked like boxers with elephants on them. Dick, stop walking around in your underwear with guests around.]

Making breakfast. I hope you like your eggs sunny-side up.

[Well, that's nice to the eyes. But Jay is too sleepy to notice, he's a night creature]

Sure, but ya didn't have to cook, I could have done it... [He flops on the sofa, hiding his head under the blankets again. Yeah he could have done it, but it'd have taken all morning just for him to wake up.]

How ya feeling? Better?

[Oh god. How would Jason react once he's awake enough...]

I don't mind. I woke up feeling a lot better. And taking a nice shower was good. [A few minutes later and Dick comes out with a tray that had two plates with eggs and toast and two glasses of juice.] I slept well too. [Sits next to him.]

[He'd ogle and stare, of course. He's possessive but not an idiot. And then ask Dick who else got to see him rummaging around like that, mind your worlds carefully Grayson...]

Good.

[As it is, he just lets his head flop onto Dick's shoulder. His voice comes out all muffled from under the blankets]

Smells nice.

[Oh god. He might not want to answer Jason just because that means going through all his train wreck relationships. And that isn't something he plans on bringing up. Ever.]

What smells nice? [He uses fruity shampoos. Just saying. Because what is Dick and using manly hair products?

I bet his soap smells fruity too or something.]

[It's not like this one is going to be less of a train wreck. Except this one is going to have a happy ending, if Jay has something to say about it.]

You. Your skin. You hair. [He blinks, then pulls the blankets away from his head. Oh hi little bird.]

Ngh. Light. Bright.

[Train wrecks with happy endings. Weird, but he'd appreciate it. There's only so many relationships one can go through before getting tired of them and just giving up. Except Dick is stubborn.]

Well I did just take a shower. I guess it's from all the fruity products I use. [Because he doesn't like Old Spice?]

Way to go. [He laughs a bit before kissing his cheek lightly.] Are you completely up yet mister sleepyhead? Breakfast is waiting.

[It's going to be a train wreck because. Well, it's Jason, he has this unconcious need to make everything in his life a train wreck actually. Like he doesn't believe he should be happy or something like that.

But he can and will fight for this thank you very much.]

Hm... don't call me that [he grunts, looking at him in a way that's far too sleepy to be a glare] but yeah, I am. Let's eat.

[Dick just does stupid mistakes that become worst then they should have been.

But Dick will cling onto this unless Jason shows signs of not wanting to be around him anymore. Even if this is going to be tricky to work with.]

Haha, fine~! [He hands Jason one of the plates of food and a fork while he grabs his own.] Eat up then.

[Silly Dick, you'll have to teach Jay how to ignore your mistakes. Not that there's much that Dick could do to make Jay honestly mad at him to the point of not forgiving...]

I am, I am [and eating he does, glancing at Dick every now and then. He already looked better when they ate last night, but he looks completely fine and relaxed now that he's showered.

And it suddenly hits him he should shower too...]

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Pretty sure I replied to this already, so sorry if a double reply appears

Lol El Jay

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